[KeettyGlots]

Hey, glad to see we're back online. I'm up waiting for Santa. Here's a post I wrote while we were still down.

My father was recently murdered. As you can imagine this wrecked my energy body. I used my shamanic drumming CD to trance myself out and summonsed "The Surgeon" as I have come to call him.

He only shows up in times of severe emotional stress. He came with his assistant as usual. I don't know how to describe his assistant other than a "camera bird" whos job it is to record everything.

As usual the operation was like some kind of torture. He drilled through the top of my head at the crown chakra and down into my throat and other chakras. The whole time this was going on there was the sensation of being thrown and spun around the room. Someone else here posted about this sensation.

I usually avoid looking at him, but this time I did, only briefly. He was black, but not solid, you could see though him to a core. At his core he had a sort of serpent head brain, and a twisted DNA looking tube coming down like a spinal cord.

I tried to come out of my surgery a couple of times because it is hard to suffer though, but went back down again. At the end I was told they were going to erase my memory, because it was traumatic, but I told them no, I did not give permission for that, I wanted to remember.

They left and then I fell asleep. I felt much improved when I woke up.

[inofindy]

At his core he had a sort of serpent head brain, and a twisted DNA looking tube coming down like a spinal cord.

Interesting. Like a caduceus?

[KeettyGlots]

Originally Posted by Leyla At his core he had a sort of serpent head brain, and a twisted DNA looking tube coming down like a spinal cord.

Interesting. Like a caduceus? Ohhhhh! You know what, Yeah! I didn't even think of that. Like a Caduceus, only without the wings on his head. The medicinal symbol, ha, that figures.

And they were back AGAIN last night. Pulling something out of my lower spine/root and second chakra area. But it wasn't a big deal. Quick and non painful.

[DuePew]

Question is, how do you feel now?

[KeettyGlots]

Good question. My mood is positive; but I can't figure out what they did this time. It felt like they unplugged something. Maybe I had an energy block.

*edit* Holy crap. I just looked at my dream journal. While half-asleep I had scrawled "cancer pulled from womb." I don't think I actually had cancer, but I get the idea some kind of bad blockage was pulled out from that area. It could have been something that would have eventually turned into cancer.

[inofindy]

Womb, eh? Might it have been something nasty left over from your German black magicician (or whatever he was)? You know, the one who was so furious that you weren't interested in having babies with him?

[citicroego]

Very interesting experiences, Leyla! Do you think that The Surgeon and Camera Bird may be some form of spirit guides watching over you?

Oh, and when they are doing their surgeries, do you feel threatened? Or is it just painful and you know they are helping and it is nesesary?

[KeettyGlots]

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: Might it have been something nasty left over from your German black magicician (or whatever he was)? You know, the one who was so furious that you weren't interested in having babies with him? You know, that could be. As for the ex, I don't even think he really wanted a baby with me; I think he wanted me to want a baby with him. I must have offended his ego something awful.

For all I know, this guys grandparents or great grandparents could have been part of Hitlers selective breeding program to create a master race. In any case, he really thinks his blond/blue genes are something special. How dare a peasant like me refuse him?

I don't even think he knew about my astral travel/psychic ability at the time. Unless on some deeper subconscious level he figured it out and that's what he was after. He was a practicing magician, after all.

blacktiger057: Do you think that The Surgeon and Camera Bird may be some form of spirit guides watching over you? I think they are watching over a lot of people.

Oh, and when they are doing their surgeries, do you feel threatened? Or is it just painful and you know they are helping and it is nesesary? I am aware they are helping. I can stop the surgery if I want.