[sasquatch999]

I have had a few obe's and I dont understand why they seem so much like dreams but yet they feel so real?
There was a time when I fell asleep and I got pulled straight up out of my body, slowly at first, then as I climed higher and higher through my roof, past the trees through the clouds, watching the earth get smaller and smaller. The speed at which I was pulled out seemed to increase with great intensity. I felt like I was moving over 3,456,294,994 miles per hour and my stomach felt like it does on a roller coaster ride, then im in this room where everything is white and so crystal clean, even the people are walking around with white gowns. Im in this cathedral type building with all of these huge white columns, like something you would see in a movie about romans.
There are two men sitting, playing some type of board game like checkers, one of the men turns to look at me and laughs, then the other man looks at me too, and he begins to laugh, so I look down and see that im naked, then I begin to laugh, but thats all I can remember about that.
Then there was a time that I was stuck in some kind of blackness I was in my bedroom but I could only see the outine of the furniture.
I had one that was real weird. I got pulled out after I fell asleep (I wake up in my obe's) I got pulled out, I dont know how to control the movement, so I just go along for the ride. I get sat down beside this old abandoned house. The image of the house was as real to me as my own face in the mirror, and I can remember it as clearly as a memory in the physical. I felt a terrible feeling when I was beside that house, I was scared.
I had another one, and this was in the daytime when I had it. All I can remember is going to sleep and becoming conscious, standing in the middle of a two lane highway staring face to face with a beautifull blond headed young lady maybe about 15 or 16 years old.
I started having things like this happen when I first began to train myself to have obe's, but I stopped meditating for a while. I have ADD its real hard for me to make myself concentrate, but im going to start doing it again. My curiosity is too strong for me to stay away. Does anyone have any idea why I was dropped at a house that I dont recognize, and why a young lady would be staring back at me in the middle of a highway. It might have all just been a dream, the part of my mind that tries to make sense out of things, tells me that it was just a dream, but it just seemed so damned real.

[klnbgqr]

I honestly am not knowledgable enough to be able to accurately interpret your stories. The most I can say is um...did the house look familiar? have you ever seen it before. if you got a bad feeling..and you happen to see this house in real life, then stay away from it. Or maybe, next time you see it (and you have control of your body), go into it. But be careful! About the blonde chic on the highway--that's just bizarre. Nevertheless, it must have some meaning. Have you ever seen the girl before? What was she wearing, or doing, what were her facial expressions, that's only if you remember all of that. Maybe you'll meet some beautiful, blonde chick on the highway. Hopefully there won't be any tragic situation that will result in you "running into" (haha) some blonde girl on the highway. lol I don't what I'm saying...but that's my input and my questions.

About that first dream with the white cathedral and the men in white robes. I found that very comical because the 2 old guys start laughing at you, you notice that you're naked too, and then you laugh. Now, normally, I would think that the average person would freak out and hide themselves, but no!, lol, you laugh with them. I found it very funny. lol.

Well then, that's all.

-Brian

[sasquatch999]

I honestly am not knowledgable enough to be able to accurately interpret your stories. The most I can say is um...did the house look familiar? have you ever seen it before. if you got a bad feeling..and you happen to see this house in real life, then stay away from it. Or maybe, next time you see it (and you have control of your body), go into it. But be careful! About the blonde chic on the highway--that's just bizarre. Nevertheless, it must have some meaning. Have you ever seen the girl before? What was she wearing, or doing, what were her facial expressions, that's only if you remember all of that. Maybe you'll meet some beautiful, blonde chick on the highway. Hopefully there won't be any tragic situation that will result in you "running into" (haha) some blonde girl on the highway. lol I don't what I'm saying...but that's my input and my questions.

About that first dream with the white cathedral and the men in white robes. I found that very comical because the 2 old guys start laughing at you, you notice that you're naked too, and then you laugh. Now, normally, I would think that the average person would freak out and hide themselves, but no!, lol, you laugh with them. I found it very funny. lol.

Well then, that's all.

-Brian

The house, I can remember as if it was yesterday, the memory of the girl has faded a bit. I can remember her hair being long, and she was beautifull. I thought about something that you said about "meeting a beautifull blonde on the highway." I did, she had short blond hair though, she was a hitch hiker. She told me that she used to have long hair when she was younger, she told me of things that happened to her when she was young, and I dont want to repeat them, because of children that might see my post. She showed me scars where she had been tortured. Someone even used a hot curling iron on her. I fell deeply in love with her, and I wanted to help her so badly, but she wouldnt let me help her. She did try to stay with me for a while. I treated her like a queen, but she wasnt happy, and in the end she wanted to be dropped off in another town. that poor girl didnt have a chance from the day she was born, she was a tortured soul. I still love her. Im a songwriter and guitarist, so I did what I do, and I wrote a song for her....
I met her in a truck stop one night, she was looking pretty and trying to hitch a ride when smiled at me. When she asked I couldnt tell her no, with one look in her eyes she has a grasp on my soul. I could see her pain.
she'd been battered, bruised, and broken by men, now she hitch hikes the highway to make her suffering end, just searching for some peace, but only finding abuse. She calls herself the fallen angel, because all of her life shes' lived in hell, but she'll always be a precious angel to me.
Just sitting and talking that night, she told me things that would make you break down and cry, she shared her pain. I saw the scars where she'd been tortured before, and I swore to myself, that it wont happen no more, but she went away.
She'd been battered, bruised, and broken by men, now she hitch hikes the highway to make her suffering end, just searching for some peace, but only finding abuse. She calls herself the fallen angel, because all of her life shes' lived in hell, but she'll always be a precious angel to me.

[klnbgqr]

Well, flyable6string, that's really sad...:'(...

If it helps...I can relate, more than you know, to what you're saying. In the sense that you fall in love with somebody who you try to help but they won't let you, and then eventually end up hurting you, because they themselves are not able to love. You try and try to love them, but their hearts are stone. They then hurt you and hurt you, until your love turns into hate and disgust. Because you were used and emotionally worn out. BUT ANYWAYS! lol.

Some people's lives are really messed up.

That's really cool that you're a song writer and guitarist! Have you ever written any song I might know??????

Well...that explains why you saw that girl in the highway. lol.

I'm sorry all of that happened. I'm sure it affected you greatly and will continue to affect you for the rest of your life, as my past experience has...

Well, continue working on meditation and all that and PROJECT! lol WOOHOO!

oh..and it seems you wrote the last paragraph twice throughout your response. Was that supposed to be a type of refrain, or did you do it for effect? lol.

TAKE CARE!

-Brian

[sasquatch999]

Well, flyable6string, that's really sad...:'(...

If it helps...I can relate, more than you know, to what you're saying. In the sense that you fall in love with somebody who you try to help but they won't let you, and then eventually end up hurting you, because they themselves are not able to love. You try and try to love them, but their hearts are stone. They then hurt you and hurt you, until your love turns into hate and disgust. Because you were used and emotionally worn out. BUT ANYWAYS! lol.

Some people's lives are really messed up.

That's really cool that you're a song writer and guitarist! Have you ever written any song I might know??????

Well...that explains why you saw that girl in the highway. lol.

I'm sorry all of that happened. I'm sure it affected you greatly and will continue to affect you for the rest of your life, as my past experience has...

Well, continue working on meditation and all that and PROJECT! lol WOOHOO!

oh..and it seems you wrote the last paragraph twice throughout your response. Was that supposed to be a type of refrain, or did you do it for effect? lol.

TAKE CARE!

-Brian

I have to be carefull about what I say on here because of children, im going to try and be carefull how I word this. I have put myself into a state of conscious, unlike what I am used to, and it opens all of my senses physically and psychically. I just wanted to find out how you pull yourself away from negative feelings so easily? I can tell from your reply to my post that you have that type of personality. Did meditation give you that ability? I think you spend a lot of time meditating. I think you are a very good person. You strive to live your life in the light. I might be wrong, but I think you feel other peoples emotions, like when a person is pissed off and trying to be nice anyway, you can see through that. Its fantastic isnt it? Im the same way. I absorb negativity from others very easily also.

[klnbgqr]

I dont meditate. But I can easily see through ppl. I can tell when there is something wrong with somebody. If they try to act happy, I can still see it. My entire 17 years of life have been observing people. That's why I'm considering becoming a psychologist. I like helping people and giving advice. I think I've experience far too much for somebody my age. It sucks, but it brings a lot of wisdom. I try to find the light in things, I guess. If something bad happens to me, I take it as a lesson in life. It's something that makes me sronger, wiser. I learn from it. I've learned to look to the future. I constantly think "soon I will be here" or "this will be better in a couple of days"...just stuff like that.

if you call meditation thinking a lot..then i guess i do meditate. I'm always thinking about things. everything. "Pulling away from negativity" is something I've been forced to do my entire life...since I was born. It's just something you learn to do overtime. Idk if i'm a good person..but I try to be.

lets see...I get angry and stressed pretty easily...but I make it go away...just calm yourself. I dont know...I grew up with a strict family. very strict.

shoot...i really dont know what to say...you can only learn to pull away from negativity if you learn from experience on how to do it. I guess i just dismiss it. Don't acknowledge. I'll tell myself things. affirmations. motivational speeches. all sorts of little things. I try to be happy. I laugh all of the time. its my way out...my way of hiding emotion. its not always good. sometimes i burst. there are days when i have to be in a bad mood. i think its the future that helps me most. i think of where ill be in 10 years..and i get happy. hopeful.

damn..i have no idea all the crap im writing. i could keep on typing for hours on all my philosophy on things. but i have to go memorize some things for school tomorrow. lol.

There aren't too many kids on this forum don't worry. I guess you'll consider me a kid...but that's life. I turn 18 in feb of '08. lol, yea, im young.

I AM GOING TO START MEDITATING THO. I think thats why i can't project. I need to learn how to meditate properly. Imagine the thinking I will be able to do once I enter that state of trance where my mind is clear and I can think more clearly. It'll be awesome. lol.

I'm glad we can relate with certain things. It's nice to know I'm not alone.

Tomorrow's a new day. Thank god.

Ttyl flyable6string!

[sasquatch999]

I dont see you as just a kid. I am old enough to be your father physically, but spiritually, I think you are much older than I am. I remember wanting to be a psychologist, but I didnt have the ability that you have to make my goal a reality. I would see more and more obstacles come in my way of getting to where I wanted to be. I let my surroundings change me, but a person like you would say, "I dont like my surroundings, I want to change it, then you would do just that, no matter what obstacles get in your way.
I love to be around people like yourself. My in laws are very wealthy people, and I love them almost as much as my birth family, because of their positive outlook on everything. Most successfull people have that personality.
Many good things happen for people who stay positive, dont ever give up on your goals, no matter what. You will have doors slam in your face, and it will increase after you are finished with school, you cant let them stay shut though, bust through them if you have to. I let myself get discouraged so many times in the past, (since I graduated school and even before graduation) that it caused me to become very negative. Im trying to learn what I have to do to release this negativity from myself. I was told that I have a dark spirit attached to me by a lady who knew nothing about me, so ive been experimenting with taking care of that.
You take care of yourself "old spirit" and best of luck to you in your future.

[klnbgqr]

Thanks! lol. I don't really know what to say to that, but thank you. Right now, I just want to project. lol. That's my goal! And get accepted to UF.

I'm sorry you had so many accounts where you became discouraged in doing something. You still have a good 40-50 years. lol. I guess. that's a complete guess. ha. I might've just insulted you, or might've not. I hope I didn't.

You know, I don't know if I neccessarily have a positive outlook on most things. I deliberately expect the worse of things. Rather than hoping for the best, if it doesn't come, I won't be disappointed, because it's exactly what I expected...and if something good does happen, THEN ALL THE BETTER FOR ME. lol.

I'm glad you have in-laws that can feed you that positive outlook that you need. That's great. God...imagine having in laws that don't like you. UGH. that would be a complete nightmare.

About the being discouraged part. I know that I have the potential to do anything I ever wanted. I have the mental capacity for anything. Therefore, I know that I am capable of overcoming any type of obstacles in my way. Unless I'm pinned to a corner...but lets hope it doesn't happen. lol. Things will get better.

I guess you have to figure out some things about this dark spirit attached to you. You have to fight it, and get rid of it for good! I'm sure you'll be rid of it in due time. If worse comes to worse...get Robert Bruce to "heal" you. lol. or get somebody with much knowledge about the whole energy healing..and let them help you.

Well, I'm off. Lots of hw damnit...

I am at the top of my AP classes. AP stands for Advanced Procrastination. haha

K, you take care of yourself too. Good luck!!!!

-Old Spirit, over and out