[Aleksis]

I have come to realize this "phase" of heightened astral activity is not a phase. I'm pretty sure it's here to stay.

I woke up all in a panic in sleep paralysis, thinking I was under attack. I woke myself up with a struggle and realized nothing was there, I had just had a "paralysis panic" was all.

I knew if I went back to sleep I would leave body again, and I did. I was wondering "where do I go? what do I do? And I didn't really feel like going anywhere. But there was someone I did want to "look in on."

So I focused on creating a vision screen. It took a moment but it manifested in from of me. It generated a LOT of ENERGY and HEAT. It came very, very, close to my face, and I was afraid I may be sucked in.

I have been sucked into a vision screen before, and let me tell you, it is not an experience I care to repeat. I came back out violently ill. Burning hot and vomiting energy.

At the time that incident happened, I had never encountered a vision screen before and didn't know what happened. Someone told me Robert Bruce had described what I had experienced, that's how I came to read Robert Bruce.

So, last night, being my second time playing with a vision screen, I focused on who I wanted to look in on. I expected it to show me instantly like a live feed.

But the thing behaved strangely.

Instead of showing me a live feed, it vanished, seeming to slide into my bedroom wall. I was like WTF? Where did it go? Only to have it reappear a few second later, sliding back OUT of my wall again.

So it's there floating in front of me again. And it showed me a few seconds of what appeared to be recorded "footage" of this person.

He was talking on a cell phone. I could hear his voice and everything. I was quite excited. I was like "Yes, that's him, that's him!"

It was like the screen had to go, get the footage for a few seconds, and bring it back to me. I wondered, when it slid into my wall, did it re-appear over his head across the country?

I had always thought of the vision screen like an open portal. But it seems to be like a recording device (?) I tried to turn the image and play with it in 3D, but it wouldn't let me, I think I may have had to step into the scene for that. I wasn't willing.

It may have been different though. In my previous experience I had gone five years into the future, so that may be the reason for the extreme reaction when I got back. How Nostradomus could do that on a regular basis absolutely mystifies me.

I gotta tell you guys. I wonder if we have any privacy, ever. I get the feeling every deed past present and future can be accessed.

I found that way too easy to do...Way...too...easy.

It's not like some books would have you believe that you have to do some complicated enochian high magick ritual, with high protocal, draw out some complex sidgel and douse it with rams blood.

But it does explain why I have always had the unsettling feeling I was being watched, even as a child.

I would draw pages and pages of eyes with my crayons, and complain to my mother about the watchers always looking in on me in my sleep. I would wake up and cry "The eyes, make the eyes keep looking at me." They thought I was disturbed.

To this day I'm afraid to even pick my nose in private, because I'm certain the moment is somehow being recorded and can be called up. I know people talk of "hall of records" where everything is kept recorded. But I've never experienced it as a hall or library.

On the plus side however, it means no killer, no pedophile, no rapist, no wife beater, ever gets away with it.

I'm starting to think of the universe as being stored in one big harddrive, and if you want access to any file, past, present or future, you need merely type it into astral google.

[+++Poguru+++]

I get the vision screen often and get sucked in (but I like it) and never have had the temperature effects. It has been disorienting and the first time slightly nauseus, but you get used to it (as everything.) Is it possible that it was available to you because you were coming down with something?
Just last night I had it open up, and all of a sudden I was looking at a scene that looked like New Orleans in maybe the 60s. I went in and was talking to a big black man, with a trumpet. It didn't last long, I was back to my own space, then went in a few more times and I just lost it and clicked out.
I like your analogy of the akashic as astral google.
Maybe we should make it official.
Akashic records=astral google. Now if we can all get equal access we'll have it made.

[Aleksis]

You liked getting sucked in? Hmm. Well, my experience may have been unique, I have nothing to compare it to until now. But I ended up getting lost. A whole series of portals opened up in front of me and I had no idea which one I belonged in. So, I had multiple screen action going on, and I overstayed. The illness didn't last more than an hour or so. But it sure was memorable.

What do you think of this bit with my screen vanishing and then coming back with footage? What was that about?

You were able to talk to the man? Because I found that not everyone could see me. And those that could see me did not consciously know they had seen me. It was like, they would be having a conversation, and while they were still talking, part of their soul would turn around and look at me, possibly say something, and turn back around in their body, all while they had maintained totally focused on their conversation, blissfully unaware any of this had taken place on the astral.

I'm having a hard time describing it, but do you know what I mean?

[Sydneyfonzi]

What do you think of this bit with my screen vanishing and then coming back with footage? What was that about?

its probably a subconscious thing, it probably doesn't like the part about pushing so much space away, i would recommend you imagining the screen like a video chat thing with the hole streaming the info across the space to make it stream, but if you have slow internet you mite get some lag XP

and a bout the nose picking thing, who cares if someone is looking its not a big deal and not that many people want to see you pick your nose so dont worry that, that many people will look it up on astral google

[Aleksis]

U-Mos: i would recommend you imagining the screen like a video chat thing with the hole streaming the info across the space to make it stream That's exactly what I expected it to be like, but it didn't act like that. I assumed it would be like the magic mirror from the snow white movie, or Dumbledore's vision cauldron from Harry Potter.

Leyla Said: I expected it to show me instantly like a live feed. But the thing behaved strangely.

Instead of showing me a live feed, it vanished, seeming to slide into my bedroom wall. I was like WTF? Where did it go? Only to have it reappear a few second later, sliding back OUT of my wall again.

So it's there floating in front of me again. And it showed me a few seconds of what appeared to be recorded "footage" of this person. It disappeared, snapped a few seconds of video, and brought it back to me.

[+++Poguru+++]

You liked getting sucked in? Hmm.

When I was young I used to surf (badly) and miss it. Therefore, the feeling of being sucked into a vortex is a pleasant one for me. But then again, I like rollercoasters and fast rides. And I never get seasick.
Well, my experience may have been unique, I have nothing to compare it to until now. But I ended up getting lost. A whole series of portals opened up in front of me and I had no idea which one I belonged in. So, I had multiple screen action going on, and I overstayed. The illness didn't last more than an hour or so. But it sure was memorable. Well, the multiple thing never happened to me (other than good ol'fashioned bilocation, but that's with OBE with a defined exit). A different experience altogether.
What do you think of this bit with my screen vanishing and then coming back with footage? What was that about? Maybe that's the way your brain processes the trip to the akashic records. Some people go to a library, I just read whatever book is in front of me. Sometimes people lecture me (that's the most accessible way for me to get info.) In other words, maybe you're video-visual. (I'm guessing here.)
You were able to talk to the man? Because I found that not everyone could see me. And those that could see me did not consciously know they had seen me. It was like, they would be having a conversation, and while they were still talking, part of their soul would turn around and look at me, possibly say something, and turn back around in their body, all while they had maintained totally focused on their conversation, blissfully unaware any of this had taken place on the astral. Sometimes this is the experience I have. I will have conscious contact with one person, while everyone else either doesn't see me, or doesn't think I'm worth bothering interacting with. Sometimes just observer, like I'm watching tv, but from the inside. Like a hologram. This time I was talking to the man (I was 'fully sucked into the experience' at this time) and I perceived myself to be a big black man talking to the other one about musical (New-Orleans type jazz) things. Very different than my waking life, let me tell you. It was short but interesting.

I'm having a hard time describing it, but do you know what I mean? Only in the sense that I've also had things that are hard to convey.

[Aleksis]

In other words, maybe you're video-visual. (I'm guessing here.) This would make sense, as I went to school for video editing. I will contine playing with my vision screens and seeing what else they might do.

[Sydneyfonzi]

U-Mos: i would recommend you imagining the screen like a video chat thing with the hole streaming the info across the space to make it stream

That's exactly what I expected it to be like, but it didn't act like that. I assumed it would be like the magic mirror from the snow white movie, or Dumbledore's vision cauldron from Harry Potter. that may be the source of your problem, about Dumbledore's pensieve it has prerecorded memory form the past and because the pensieve needed Dumbledore to take out the memory and put it in there made the screen need to fetch the memory form your friend, and its possible if you make another screen the memory will be there again like if it was stored there like the pensieve.
Edited for clarity and because I'm nit-picky with Harry Potter terminology.-CF

[Aleksis]

Well, then I must have been thinking of some other movie and not Dumbledore. I recall the person looked into a cauldron of water to see a "live" vision.

According to Robert Bruce, a vision screen is all a 3D recording, and not real.

I wasn't sure I believed that, my experience of going into the future seemed very real. But this last experience it did behave very much like a 3D recording. Like a hologram.

I don't see how my opinion on what I think a memory screen should do would shape what it does. Either it does it or it doesn't.

After all, I was fully expecting it to be an instant live feed. I was stunned when it slid back into the wall.

And it wasn't a memory either. The view was taken from above him. He couldn't very well be watching himself talk on a cell phone from five feet above himself.

And it wasn't of the past. It went and snatched three seconds of video from the present. So at the most it was a three second delay.

Hmm. Maybe that's why it had to vanish. Because what I was asking to see hadn't happened yet. It wasn't "on file." It had to go take the recording and bring it back.

[Seiblybiozy]

Mira,

I've been waiting for this a long time. And now that it's here I just feel dumbstruck.

I've sat down with at least three of the best psychics I've ever known, one of them a buddhist monk (who has sadly since gone mad) and every one of them told me I would develop into some kind of super psychic, "You will come into your power." This followed with a vivid description of me developing a kind of vision where I could literally see anything. "Your eyes, your eyes will see all."

It was as if they had each called one another and came up with the same story.

I knew calling up this vision screen recently was a sign that it was all just beginning to unfold. I have tried different meathods of scrying. And last night, I tried scrying with a mirror. Looking into it and making it go black.

I have a picture above me bed that I look at often, because I have always felt it held a clue of some sort. I was staring at it again last night.

It is a goddess coming out of the clouds, holding up a vision mirror in front of a woman, except for this strange detail: The woman has her eyes closed.

I look at the picture time to time and think "If I could just figure out how to open my eyes and look into the mirror ... that's when it will all come to pass just as I have been told."

But reading up on this method, I see the picture above my bed should be taken literally. You have to close your eyes to see into the magic mirror.

Let me ask you this one question, since you have ordered the DVD ... and this is important ... At any point during the training ... do they tell you to reach out your hands ? Because that was a detail I was given about how I would be doing this.

I feel like this is just the beginning. Tip of the iceberg. So much more yet to come.

Leyla

[Seiblybiozy]

Those links were great. Looked exactly like what I've been seeing.