[vNGiDaFX]

Well. im not sure if anyone here remembers me. but its been months since ive posted and frankly, i gave up on astral projection. I was waiting until i had the house to myself or my own home to get back into it all, but my brother suprisingly left college and is now rooming with me.

So, last night i was woken up at about 3AM by my brother who put a movie on tv. i was pretty much fully awake by then because i got into the movie, a little ways into the movie i began to hear these weird clicking noises which i knew were not actually happening.

Its hard to explain but i was having auditory hallucinations. Im not sure how or when it happened, but i found my arm floating up almost out of my body. It then clicked in my head that i could make it out of my body finally ( i had been previously trying time after time without the best results.) So, what do you know, i give up on AP and the randomly have an OBE.

I wasnt sure once i made it out of my body if i was actually really awake and walking or having an OBE. so i pushed upwards on my brothers bed and floated into the ceiling. I didnt float through it so i began to think i wouldnt be able to make it out of my room. I decided to go through the blinds in my window.

Its hard to explain but i sort of "squeezed" my way through the blinds and made it outside. This is where i lost it. I recalled (in my OBE state), that the first time should be short and sweet. I didnt want it to end so i tried to fly to a neigbors across the street.

Before i even got in the air or anything, i woke up in my bed.



Ok, now onto some questions.

Anyone know anything about the auditory hallucinations? It sounded like i was in a crowded room with a bunch of people speaking gibberish and it slowly grew louder until i snaped myself out of it.

Also, when i made it out of my body, i looked back at myself and my bed was empty. I thought you were supposed to be able to see yourself. That is what led me to beleive it was more of a lucid dream than an OBE.

Lastly, it seemed that the only reason my OBE was cut so short was because i beleived the first one had to be short. i still felt like i could go on but it seemed like my mind just said No and put me back in my body.

Thanks for all the help everyone, i would love to see some responses and helpful answers if anyone can.

Peace and Love,
DRO

[+++Poguru+++]

Well. im not sure if anyone here remembers me. but its been months since ive posted and frankly, i gave up on astral projection. I was waiting until i had the house to myself or my own home to get back into it all, but my brother suprisingly left college and is now rooming with me.

Welcome back, DRO. I did see it and thought "wow, haven't heard from him(her?) in a while. Congrats on your first projection.
So, last night i was woken up at about 3AM by my brother who put a movie on tv. i was pretty much fully awake by then because i got into the movie, a little ways into the movie i began to hear these weird clicking noises which i knew were not actually happening.

Its hard to explain but i was having auditory hallucinations. Im not sure how or when it happened, but i found my arm floating up almost out of my body. It then clicked in my head that i could make it out of my body finally ( i had been previously trying time after time without the best results.) So, what do you know, i give up on AP and the randomly have an OBE.

I wasnt sure once i made it out of my body if i was actually really awake and walking or having an OBE. so i pushed upwards on my brothers bed and floated into the ceiling. I didnt float through it so i began to think i wouldnt be able to make it out of my room. I decided to go through the blinds in my window.

Its hard to explain but i sort of "squeezed" my way through the blinds and made it outside. This is where i lost it. I recalled (in my OBE state), that the first time should be short and sweet. I didnt want it to end so i tried to fly to a neigbors across the street.

Before i even got in the air or anything, i woke up in my bed.
Ok, now onto some questions.

Anyone know anything about the auditory hallucinations? It sounded like i was in a crowded room with a bunch of people speaking gibberish and it slowly grew louder until i snaped myself out of it. They're perfectly normal exit sensations, aka astral noise.
http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=4265

http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewtopic.php?t=4296

Also, when i made it out of my body, i looked back at myself and my bed was empty. I thought you were supposed to be able to see yourself. That is what led me to beleive it was more of a lucid dream than an OBE. Two possibilities: Reality fluctuations, or the plane you projected to wasn't close enough to the RTZ to see exactly. I think fluctuations is the answer here.

Lastly, it seemed that the only reason my OBE was cut so short was because i beleived the first one had to be short. i still felt like i could go on but it seemed like my mind just said No and put me back in my body. Another possibility: Thinking of your body (wondering where it went) made you get back. Of course, it could have been energy related or your brother's activities.
Thanks for all the help everyone, i would love to see some responses and helpful answers if anyone can.

Peace and Love,
DRO I hope this helped some. Congrats again.

[vNGiDaFX]

Thank you very much for the quick response, and yes it was very helpful. i forgot to note that my computer is fried and i have limited time on the internet because this is my brothers laptop.


While i was waiting i read your journal and i can relate to your "butter" feeling when you went through a wall. I felt the same way.

The one thing i cant get over in this whole deal is fear. i dont know what it is but i have some underlying fear that i can never get over. Like right now i tell myself i wont be afraid and its not scary at all, but when i get down and settled. i just flat out get the creeps.

It seems that i think whenever i get out, theres always going to be somebody bad in disguise waiting to trick me and "attack" me in a sense.

Im not sure what the deal is but i dont know what to do, i want to ask another entity for help but that just furthers my problem because i feel i couldnt trust another person in the astral realm.

I think that if i could just make it into the plane just once i would be over it and stop worrying, but for some reason i just freak out.

sorry if i im not making much sense but it really has become a problem for me.

thanks again, and if you have any other tips i would be very grateful to hear them.

EDIT: is there any way i can be sure that another being is good and is not there to hurt or trick me?

Also, it isnt the fact that someone hurt me in my waking life that is affecting my progress. Its the fear of the unknown, and that is why i think if i make it out just once, i will lose my fear.