[Abaanto]

A man showed up on my door I hadn't seen in over a year. It has been a tumultuous 11 year friendship for us. We had a very, very emotional conversation, which ended with him on his knees in front of me crying in my living room, that he could not get over me, and could not go on.

Having trained my astral eyes for the past several months now, I was able to see what appeared to be a visible rip or tear in the air above our heads. And I knew the intensity of the conversation had caused this tear. It was like the vibrations had created an opening.

I did not think of the possibility, at the time, that something might be able to come through this opening.

I had been reading some Kaballah recently, about awakening to your higher mind, something I am interested in with a particular goal in mind.

So as I meditated that night, I went over what had been said in the book. That you are like a princess, and you are sleeping. That you must fall in love with love, and create an ideal lover, your holy prince, and that he will come to you and kiss you and wake you up.

I knew I had to be specific on who I was calling, and I thought I was, I tried to be clear, but apparently was not clear enough.

He showed up in a dream. He took on the form of Harry Potter. He told me he was a Prince, that he had gone to a fancy school, and that they had called him Prince Potter.

He donned a white lab coat, and was showing me something he had designed, to do with a pattern he had been able to figure out. It looked like it had to do with some computer program. No one had been able to figure out how he had done it. And he enjoyed having his secret from them.

He bragged that he had astonished everyone there with his intellect. He was very smart, he said, because he was a product of inbreeding, like the Egyptians had done. He showed me a newspaper headline, that said something like "Father missing, brother unknown" or "Brother missing, father unknown."

He lead me aside, to a private area, and said to me that there were different types of alien entities existing in human bodies. "Some are quite harmless," he explained, but he needed to know which type I was.

He laid his left hand on my neck, and on the tip on his thumb was a gom jabbar needle like from that movie Dune. He said he had to test me. At ths point I felt very much "put on the spot." If I resisted, he might think I have something to hide. I simply froze.

He said to me that he could already tell I was part organic flower, because of my fragrance. In the naivety of my dream-state, the sexual meaning went right over my head.

As he pierced me with the needle, raking it across my skin, I woke from my sleep, because I could physically feel the membrane of my aura being broken. At this point, he said something very lewd to me which I will not repeat here.

I heard, in my ear, clear as any human voice, him gasping. In a distinct English accent. And I knew he was having an orgasm. Burning with embarrassment, I sat up in bed screaming "GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT!"

I felt so foolish. Dr. Potter in his lab coat. Playing doctor indeed. Isn't that the oldest trick in the book. And I fell for it.

I thought I had been very specific in my summonsing. I said that I was calling MY prince, and only my prince. How did I mess this up? Perhaps there are several princes, powers and principalities, ruling over this area of time and space?

Humiliating as this experience was, I am posting this as an example to demonstrate the issue of consent with negative entities attacking you. Like a vampire almost, you have to invite them in.

They do not ask "Do you give your consent for me to attack you." As no one would ever do that.

From my experience, these devious little critters will trick you and lie to you to gain access to your aura. I have had these things show up pretending to be everyone from a pizza delivery boy to the avon lady, tryng to get across the threshhold of your door.

I seem to have quite a knack for summonsing. I have never summonsed without something showing up. Does anyone have tips on how I can reword my call, so I don't get Prince Pervey again?

[Seiblybiozy]

The voice was so clear, I swear if I ever heard it again I would know him. I have a bad habit of dating limeys. For a moment I thought it may be one of my ex's in disguise. But no, I'm sure he was somebody entirely different. If I meet this guy in the flesh I'm popping him straight in the mouth, I swear.

[usaguedriedax]

My first thought is maybe you need to re-evaluate why you wish to summons a prince at all. Surely if you concentrate on your own development, anyone needed in your life will come along.

I've never heard of anything except darker beings having to be summonsed. I thought the Light ones would come at a request. Maybe it's the whole summonsing thing is attracting dark ones?

Just a thought & I am a neophyte.

[Abaanto]

Sh*t. This has just got worse. Way worse.

The prince is supposed to be really you. Your higher self. Waking up your lower self.

I don't know what I brought to me, but the bastard did something to me and I realize I have been re-wired somehow.

This is awful. F**ing stupid Kabalah book with it's stupid advice.

I have discovered that while I can become uh, aroused, I can't, uh, release it. And I realize why. So he can come and relieve me of pent up sexual energy himself.

It's like, trapped. It seems to be pooling around in my heart chakra. An odd place for erotic sensation to be.

But it's not physical at all. This is pure energy, and I can't get to it. But if I don't, then he's going to show up and take it.

I am FREAKING out.

[Abaanto]

Oh, god, I just had a thought

What if this thing plans on keeping me in this state - like- until I consent to sign myself over to him, or become his sex slave, or sell him my soul?

I could have summonsed the Prince of F-ing Darkness for all I know.

It would be just my luck.

This retarded Kaballah books says that when your Prince shows up you're supposed to "Surrender yourself to him totally and completely."

The hell I will! I don't think this is my higher self at all.

I'm going to try not to fall asleep tonight, until I figure out what to do.

[Sillaycheg]

Calm down Leyla, don't get paranoid. If you you windup yourself more you'll just get more freaked out, and you'll be more vulnerable then. Cover yourself with light and love. Visit Psychic Defense formus, I think there are some shielding instructions and various techniques that you can use.
But most importantly, don't freak out. Everything will be fine.

And don't summon weird things...
>_>

[Abaanto]

I RETURNED the Kaballah book.

I was trying to shift into my higher conciousness so that I could avoid becoming emotionally overwhelmed in the astral.

Reason: I was trying to go visit a suicided friend and was having a hard time getting through his (and my) depression.

Then when the "Prince of all Demons" showed up it created yet another debacle.

At first I was freaking out, but now I'm just P*ssed. (Which is a good thing, I know how to use my anger out there.)

Believe me, if/when he shows up again this time, I'll be ready for him.

[usaguedriedax]

Jaco's advice still holds good - protect yourself as best you can. Instead of doing summonses to bring things you read in a book, reach into yourself & find YOU. Your higher self isn't some 'Prince' or kabbalistic figure at the end of a black magic incantation, it is YOU, the you that you come from & YOU will respond if you calmly reach deep inside & find yourself again.

Calm & breathe from the belly, filling with light & when you can feel it filling you, build yourself a bubble of crystal (any colour you like) around yourself - make it as small as you have to to contain only you. Then with each breath, use the incoming Light to swell the bubble until it is the size of your body. then focus on yourself & calmly ask yourself to come.

Light fills the cosmos & even the dark beings are of the Light - use the Light to power your shield & then call out for your true self, not some fakery called forth by chant.

If you don't feel comfortable with the bubble idea, use another form of shielding from the Psychic Defences. The object is to get the Light flowing into you & use it to enable your defence & then reach out for yourself.

Prince smacks very much of wish fulfillment.

[Abaanto]

I've already made some progress. I went through my aura and figured out what he'd done. It was like he'd created two little, I don't know how to describe, but they were like bottle caps, blocking/re-routing my natural energy channels. I popped them. It actually wasn't that hard.