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Another online journal....I don't know why but i decided to start this thread so i and starters like me can analyse and learn what happenes in each step to learning astral projection and develop new methods to successfully astral project(don't know when that will be)

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7 Days ago......

I got onto the internet trying to search for biblical references to me(crazy i know....) and then got exhausted and typed "african man dream temple" or something like that.That's how i found robert bruce'e articles....
I then read his treatise on astral projection and got really interested, at the time i was actually thinking about parallel universes and dimensions and all that and his theoretical approach seemed to appeal to me so i went on reading......the i came to the part about "realms"and it blew me away......

After finishing that part i went to the next and then the next and so on until i finished the whole thing........then i thought "yeah i can do this" and went to the bed and lay down.I did exactly what RB said in his treatise......First i did a little bit of breath awareness just to calm my mind and then some body-awareness and in ten minutes(felt like 10 to me..) i was completely relaxed.Then i went back to breath awareness and i didn't quite get the energy thing to work so i just went on with the breath awareness.Eventually i started to feel really really really.....heavy....i got a little excited but luckily enough i didn't lose focus, at this point i wasn't thinking about anything and was completely focussed on my breath.Then slowly i started to feel like i was flying...it felt good but then i started to fly reaaalllyyy fast and it scared the hell out of me.But i tried to stay focussed and it worked but it was very uncomfortable.....flying at sonic speed....after that i don't know what happened but everythign started going backwards...the flying stopped, my body started "de-relaxing" and then i slowly started becoming aware of what was going on around me, and the strangest thing is that i never lost focus....i don't know what the hell happened........

later i found out that the state i was in is "deep-relaxation" and it had some positive effects, my eyes whitened(they're usually a little red even when i wake up!) and my mind felt clearer and i still feel even today(7 days later) that i feel "clear" and "focussed" and my mind doesn't wander much unless i want it to........

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6,5 and 4 days ago..........

Tried projecting but couldn't get past the light trance stage....the rope technique seems easy but it wasn't so when i tried it.....I just couldn't climb up a rope..........energy work seems a little tough too.

Each time i do energy work i manage to draw energy through my legs and bring it to the base chakra.The very first day i tried energy raising i could "feel" energy flowing(stuff like ganglia and all that moving like RB said and an
actualy feeling of something flowing).I can still feel energy flowing to the base chakra whenever i do energy raising but i don't know why i can't activate the other chakras, it seems impossible.

I managed to reach the light trance state but my mind kept wandering so i decided to postpone each day.....

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Last two days.........
Got into reading other stuff(demon bible etc) so i could do much.Also i've noticed that after i stopped energy work, which was 2 days ago, the lucidity of my dreams has completely gone but i've still been noticing some positive things like improved concentration, control of the brain and i feel POWERFUl....which is good