[Tinasblue]

Their been a significant long time because i've published here and i've had fairly infrequent OBE's/Projections throughout that time. Im certain i've yet to consiously allow it to be to the astral plane, but i've consiously separated from my physical human anatomy and explored around my home and neighbor hood ostensibly each time I OBE. My continuing issue that I'm having main problems with may be the need certainly to satisfy sexual fantasies the moment i keep my real body... Its difficult for me to acknowledge it but the moment i split up i want to follow these dreams and completely overlook the objectives and objectives i set for myself before sleeping. It appears that when i follow-through with one of these desires it becomes a clear dream, since the circumstances become more dreamlike and completely impractical. My only answer is that it's merely a subconsious desire i should learn how to consiously suppress in order to rise to a greater degree of religious awarness, but i find it very difficult in the "heat of the moment." I apologize if this issue comes down as raw or premature, but I really view it as a barrier to my astral development and am actually requesting good perception that may help me overcome these desires. Thanks for the time, Bob