[VYholden]

Hello all! i been trying AP for around 14 days now, and yesterday (wednesday 13th) i chose to decide to try although lay during sex. i put there for a while relaxing with the breathing consciousness method. after approx. 10-15 mins (do not know without a doubt) my eyes were close and can feel myself moving sleeping. The following point i realized it felt like i was 'attempting to ' stay up in my own sleep. There clearly was a loud roaring sound (that we have observed twice before, both before trying AP) and it hurt like hell! Fundamentally i handled to...stand? Like i was conscious but super tired with large eyes and felt. it thought asif even though I possibly could see, my eyes were shut. i began moving towards my room door, however it was very slow and i'd to focus difficult to do this. i thought i was aside of my bed although going and chose to check always my hand...which ended up to not be there i coulnt deliver myself to see if i was lay in my own bed. It's a blank after going from my sleep. The following point I recall has been in certain unusual place being chased with a muscular and very broad man and considering "wait! I am dreaming!" the 'desire' continued very boringly with nothing of interest happening. Afterwards the desire repeated itself and i was in teh same place as the start - being chased by the person. Nevertheless i realized that i was thinking, and tried to prevent him..which failed and i got pushed 'through' a drop that was behind me..as the 'repeat' ended...i woke up. May some light be shed by anyone on which it was? I've never estimated before therefore am uncertain if it had been one. sorry if its difficult to create sense of what I have wrote. thanks. Ibzy