[Meerenuch]

maybe I'm insane or something! I feel! I suppose I'm just checking here to ensure. X_x Possibly I'm insane, or I've only had some type of concept from an angel. He passed the title Gabriel - but perhaps it was not THE Gabriel, I actually do not know. Perhaps he was yet another Gabriel. He was fairly large, although - like a man with a set of wings, a like that of a little aircraft. His presence made because I just can have the vastness of his power me type of cower, but he was said to not end up like that and just sitting there grinning. He gave some thing to me and reached out his hand, and then told me to place that part of my heart...literally, actually to simply take my fingers and push them against my heart. I felt stress on my chest as I introduced the object up 'against' my chest where my heart is, but together with his course I -forced- the object in, and it appeared to change around my heart. Like I'd really set the item there.., it actually type of hurt in an unusual feeling, a dull ache could be felt by me on my heart, like it was pushing. He then explained, "Now you've the world then again and on your heart", "Now you've the world on your large heart." Ever since then, there has been instances when I possibly could feel my heart grow hot or cold or otherwise influenced apparently by this peculiar thing. I once felt an enormous, overwhelming quantity of pain, like I was feeling the pain of lots of people, if toned down...and I began to sob, and it felt almost to the place where I couldn't breathe for the psychological pain, and I prayed for God to simply help me and all of the people I was feeling. I then suddenly felt as though some thing had dawned on me; that there clearly was healing for the planet. There clearly was hope. And through my tears I laughed and explained "There is healing...there is healing." .. It had been so strange... I'm just therefore confused. Am I insane? Have I dropped my freaking mind?! I keep having this period, since that occasion, where I feel as if I could feel a large large amount of feelings that aren't my very own, as if they're coming from not just one individual but lots of people...and I just hope, each time, but man...have I dropped it?! It seems so true, but I simply am so scared!