[longrema]

Hello im actually a new comer to this community so i wish i've the best site. Through the years i've attempted to reflect during the night as this is actually the only leisure time i could sacrifice, without interuption. I find this time is calming for me personally and my brain doesn't walk an excessive amount of, nevertheless, what i do find very unusual is that each time i attempt to flake out and i begin going further among my children may rest talk everytime...its occurred simply because they were tiny.They are now actually 12/16 and still get it done. I hasten to include both are very vulnerable emotionally. I've tried hearing see if they're saying something important but they arn't. Is my kids talking...it somewhat spooks and there a connection between me meditating me out as i suddenly leap out of my skin once they do that. This is actually the only time I will reflect. Could it be only mom son or daughter connection???? A few ideas could be welcome