[ballerturfali]

That is peculiar, but I've noticed the same thing in other styles of psi. For instance, when attempting to bend spoons, they don't really bend when you're willing them to bend, and not within the same way either. After your energy has been directed by you at them they only fold. Likewise, in tests when people attempt to influence the random creation of 1's and 0's, the strength of focus does not have any influence. Sometimes you need the series to alter or you don't. The amount of determination put in changing it's unimportant. Still another case is when I try to make folded dice show a specific number, it'll perhaps not happen until I'll it to happen and then clear my head of any strong need for your dice to show that number. Possibly related is some thing of a exercise called symptom, which ostensibly requires ready a particular condition to happen. I actually do not have much knowledge with it, but people who do state that you've to remove the mind from wanting/needing finished to occur. All of this might be connected and mightn't be. However it seems somewhat much like me.