[Suvuseh]

Man it´s really been a shitty year for you, i´m sorry to hear that.
Losing family is never easy, sadly it´s a part of life and imo it´s something we all go through and i must say grow from.

So what do you guys do when you feel like crap and want to eat a bullet?

Tbh when the sh!t hits the fan i try and spend as much time as i can with my wife and kids,
sure when i feel like losing some steam, visiting friends, having a few drink and just hanging out helps too, but sometimes all i need is to sit down with my son (5) and do something as simple as playing Lego´s. Completely losing all those responsibilities we as grownups have, all the problems and stress and just well being a child again for a while.