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So had another awesome occurrence happen yesterday, 7:30am I get a call from boss telling me one of the techs up and quit. We are a small company and already shorthanded so now we have a two people including myself doing all the break/fix work for 1200 PC's. It’s good to be alive.
On the other hand I started talking to the girl I am in love with again, that made me feel better for the most part. Still hurts like hell and makes me want to snap but ignoring was even worse I guess. Maybe I will try one of those dating sites, who knows worth a shot right?

"Mentally ill depressed sociopath looking to meet good women to share my adventures with."

Be more of an alpha male. Just talking to her (being near her) wont help you at all. Believe me. Just one hint from her during a little conversation that the last night she spent with that hot bartender was fantastic and you're back in the mudd. Let it hurt, no one can help you with that, but start to go out again. Freeze her and see what happens. If she gets back to you then its good, if not then you at least can be certain that it wont work.

That's what I'll do this weekend (and make sure she'll know about it). Since I cant get her I'll force myself to see other women. And if its just to be able to see the fact again, that other mothers have nice daughters too.