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I am not very good as you can tell from my handicap. Why is it that whenever I play with someone who is good, (~10 handicap or lower), my game falls apart for that round? It will immediately come back when not playing around them. To this point, my best 10 rounds or so have all come when I'm playing by myself (and yes, I strictly follow the rules). I don't feel nervous to be playing with someone much better so I just don't get it.

Also, for you better players, how do you honestly feel about playing with someone who is a much higher handicap than you?