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You have parents? You study? You have shelter? You have an option to consult a doctor? What about Fatima? Here
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Reflect.@not known, bhai, what does your signature even mean? are you all right?

Yes I always ponder upon the gifts that Allah gave me, and I am thankful to my Lord for all the beautiful things he gave me, you know what was the most precious gift I had from him? my faith! and if I am depressed now is becuz of that.. I am afraid and scared that I have displeased Allah, and I remember the first time I experieced waswasah I was so scared and anxious that nothing could keep me calm, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat I just couldn't live anymore bucuz I was stupid and I couldn't get rid of my stupid waswasah I just couldn't stop thinking about how bad person I am and about what a big sin I had done..

but anyway I feel much better then before, I only hope to cure my self from this stupid depression wich is killing me slowly! pls remember me in your duas! jazakallahu khair!