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JazakAllah Khair for the reply. Oh Insha Allah I'll repent again sis. But I've done this so much I'm beginning to feel like a real hypocrite too when I'm repenting I can even hear myself repeat te same words I've done before and I just feel so ashamed thinking how can I repent yet again after saying those things and knowing I shouldn't.

I know that's just shaytan so Insha Allah I'm going to try my best. Each time I've made a firm intention and Dua that from this very moment on I'm changing my behaviour. And then I slip up and go through the same thing again

A practise that might help you controlling anger is start to let things go. Dont feel the need to react or take everything seriously. So unless its something very very important and needs to be fixed, or needs a hot reaction, then go for it, otherwise just let everything pass by. Tell yourself, what difference is it going to make on any ones life, whatever it is. OR just analyze deeply that i prefer this thing to be this way but the other person wants it another way, what if i let him or her have it their way, what difference is it going to make, what much can it cost you and just let it go, let em have it their way, tell yourself who cares, busy your mind and thoughts in dhikr of Allah. As that is the main purpose.

Learn what things are important and demand an angry reaction, everything else just let it go, do your best, and then leave the rest. Tell yourself i am not God or anything that i need to have things done always the way i want and desire. So stop giving each and everything your attention and heart. And dont waste your time and energy worrying about everything to be your way,also stop focusing on people or how they are and what they do. Concern yourself mainly with your own stuff.

Dont know if these things apply to you, but thought maybe could benefit you.

Wasalam