[bromgeksan]

OMG, So many of my friends are losing weight and I am STUCK where Im at due to my health problems. I feel so fat and unattractive its unreal. I keep gaining weight and Im not doing anything bad. Doc is testing me for some hormone problems. My thyroid is enlarged right now, so they are gonne have to up my meds.. and with my heart meds, nothing helps me losing weight.. I seriously HATE myself right now. I dont even like to get naked in front of zk now. I see how far Jersey has come and it makes me feel even worse! I am sooo happy for her, but I get mad at my self for letting me slip.