[cigattIcTot]

boy did i screw the pooch on this one.

as a single 30 year old guy with no kids i've always wanted to play easter bunny. so this saturday i get a call from a girl i've been in love with a good decade (long agonising emo story that i'll spare you) and when she called me and asked me if i wanted to come play "easter bunny" i obviously jumpped at the chance.

so for 2 kids, she had a table full fo candy to fill thier baskets with...

instantly i knew i was in huge trouble.

she dumps out all the favorites, the names of which i will leave out as to not tempt anyone to the dark side (chocolate). and we begin to fill the baskets.

then she un wraps a peanut butter egg and hand feeds me a bite

all downhill from there for about 30 reasons.

so we proceded to smash down on the surpluss candy like heroin addicts with a key to the methadone clinic.

i shudder to think of the ammount of carbs i ingested this weekend.

once i had gotten past the inital justification of screwing up my ketosis i then doubly screwed myself and rationalised having a small (as if the size matters) shamrock shake on the way to my moms for easter, then after sitting down for dinner, a ton more schtuff i shouldn't even look at let alone ingest in large quantities.

so here i sit monday afternoon kicking myself for the stupid setback.

why am i sharing this story...

because it's a prime example of how one small mistake leads to/justifies the next.

and lets face it most of us are guilty of being great justifiers. this is partly why i'm so damn overweight to begin with.

one nibble on a peanut butter easter egg and i wound up smashing a pile of candy, a shake, and a ton of carb laden food in less than 48 hours.



so stupid.

in short don't be like me. now i'm back to square one on ketosis, with a fresh craving for more chocolate and a generaly cranky disposition given this self inflicted dietary setback.

hope everyones easter went better than mine did.