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friends,

i call myself shin'ar, which translates roughly as lord of the fire.
i would like to tell you all about an experience i had many years ago in a meditative state.
i found myself adrift, as though in space, but i was not my physical body. i was more what seemed to be one of millions upon millions of musical notes ascending into the air. i was actually caught up in a grand collective of adoration and prayer. it was as though i had suddenly been revealed the true scope and magnitude of the many millions of others who were also doing the same as i. and collectively we all ascended to our goal. i could virtually look all around me and see countless musical notes climbing to the higher places.
now i do not recall reaching that goal, or how i began that journey. i simply know that whatever i was caught up in was as real as the air i breathe, and that many others were involved in, consciously or not, the same event.
from that time on i have always known that we are not individuals, as we perceive ourselves, but we are part of a whole that is constantly moving toward a very specific goal.
i will relate more, as i continue in other posts, as to how that journey relates to the things i have learned and come to understand, over the following decades, and how it very much coincides with much of what i hear from ra here in this source of information.

[DfrtYhyu]

Shin-Ar...
Neat nickname...
Did you know Shinar means country of two rivers?

I had a similar experience to you one time, but it was in a dream, and I often imagine I'm just a required/lucky musical note or shade of color... so I know exactly what you mean about how you felt. Not having a body is almost as cool as having one.

"i was actually caught up in a grand collective of adoration and prayer. it was as though i had suddenly been revealed the true scope and magnitude of the many millions of others who were also doing the same as i. and collectively we all ascended to our goal. i could virtually look all around me and see countless musical notes climbing to the higher places.
now i do not recall reaching that goal, or how i began that journey."

I think we're ascending to our goal, every moment we're here being a part of the show...

We've reached the destination and you can't recall how you began the journey because you never did. The journey, or the now, has always been here.

I think we're all just providing the one life/source/creator with yet another point of view. We're just another unique point/design, labeled, in infinite space, like a number, and if you were aware you're infinite do you think you'd want to continue knowing you're infinite infinitely?

"from that time on i have always known that we are not individuals, as we perceive ourselves, but we are part of a whole that is constantly moving toward a very specific goal."

I had this same vision, in waking life, just before my 20th bday right after having a strong desire to know "the truth" and then I was really sad I couldn't make myself believe I was an individual anymore, for a short while, but then I got over it then started having dreams about graduating and then on my 20th bday I saw an awesome sunrise/sunset, in a dream, THEN I learned about the law of one... so... much of what I gathered first, from within, "very much coincides with much of what i hear from the Ra" like you say...and I'm sure this is the case for many others here which to me is just more proof there's only one source for all the light Light/info, and if you're here, congratulations, YOU'RE [probably] IT and doing your job just perfectly, at all times, for Mama Nature.