[wallyfindme]

I lost my Mountain Cur unexpectedly due to an illness the vet assured me was, "very mild and expect a full recovery in 2 weeks." I can't talk about her often because I haven't gotten over her death nor have I accepted it. I've tried to replace her with other dogs but obviously it hasn't worked. There's a reason why I have her choke chain and ID tags hanging on my rearview mirror....

I'm the same way with Izzy.I just havent accepted it,so I prefer to just not talk or think about it.I know its unhealthy,I just cant deal with it.It sucks though because it also causes me to not remember happy times with her,too bad when you block out the bad it blocks out the good too.